My self posing nude for Art
"I always felt for myself "Modeling for Artist's, Students especially was a form of Altruism,"Offering myself to be studied,for a better understanding and growth"-me
I personally have asked Myself hundreds of Times "Why do I Pose,what am I getting out of this?"
In my mind the answer is always " Some need to Reveal Self",there is no sexual motive,it is not erotic,it is always in some Form,"Just to portray being Human"
One has to understand..."For me Posing as I do is extremely Symbolic"..in that it is a attempt to break the Societal Dogma of the Male Role of society,,which I see as very "primordial"
..believe it as been very difficult!.....to move beyond a set pattern, in set minds....a Grand Ego Block...I call it
One thing I always found interesting about modeling nude for Art Classes,So many students would tell me "Life drawing" was their favorite class,yet it is so little apart of their studies,and is very,very limited in for them to routinely attend a life drawing class.
I have often wondered if all the student's knew that I was a "Fem-male",if it would have changed the students view of me(I often would hear some of the female students mainly whisper such things like,"do you think he is gay?"),though it never seemed to be in a negative fashion.I was always treated with great respect by the students,much more so,I am sad to say about some of the teachers.
I do believe now,yet I was never really aware of it,I think Life drawing modeling was a way of dealing with "Gender dysphoria"
Warning; this page represent myself posing nude for Art(which I have done since 1997)
Myself as "Fem-male"
When I realized I was truly "Fem-male" 1998