Actually having desire to be as Feminine as possible

I truly believe now, for myself to self-actualize to the Highest degree, it is vital I embody my "Femininity",as much as I can,and I have a great desire to do that,maybe because I suppressed it for so long due to society induced fear.

Femininity (also called girlishness, womanliness or womanhood) is a set of attributes, behaviors, and roles generally associated with girls and women. Femininity is partially socially constructed[citation needed], being made up of both socially-defined and biologically-created factors.[2][3][4] This makes it distinct from the definition of the biological female sex,[5][6] as both males and females can exhibit feminine traits.

Traits traditionally cited as feminine include gentleness, empathy, and sensitivity,[7][8][9] though traits associated with femininity vary depending on location and context, and are influenced by a variety of social and cultural factors.

Femininity is sometimes linked with sexual objectification and sexual appeal.[29][30] Sexual passiveness, or sexual receptivity, is sometimes considered feminine while sexual assertiveness and sexual desire is sometimes considered masculine.-wikipedia

For myself ; Seeking,embracing,wanting to be "Feminine ", is the "Main Theme of myself",it really isn't about sex,that is secondary.


I like this person's video,as I can relate to her as male to female (she is a women)

her Qoute; "I used to feel intensely ashamed and embarrassed of my homosexual identity and feelings for women. I had a late coming out at age 26, and today I am proud of the queer woman that I am. "

( I am just her reverse in away)

While she is trying to embrace her masculinity, I am trying to embrace my femininity

What Really is it ; to be Feminine verse Masculine?

I have strived all my life to observe "People",try to understand them, A question,or thought I often ask myself, How feminine or masculine is this person;I observe?

     I do believe I am much more psychologically "Feminine " then 50% of the women I see in modern America.

for example if I take the test above my masculinity score was 77 verse femininity score 128

excerpt from second sex; "“The relation of the two sexes is not that of two electrical poles: the man represents both the positive and the neuter to such an extent that in French hommes designates human beings, the particular meaning of the word vir being assimilated into the general meaning of the word ‘homo.’ Woman is the negative, to such a point that any determination is imputed to her as a limitation, without reciprocity… Woman has ovaries and a uterus; such are the particular conditions that lock her in her subjectivity; some even say she thinks with her hormones. Man vainly forgets that his anatomy also includes hormones and testicles. He grasps his body as a direct and normal link with the world that he believes he apprehends in all objectivity, whereas he considers woman’s body an obstacle, a prison, burdened by everything that particularizes it. ‘The female is female by virtue of a certain lack of qualities,’ Aristotle said. ‘We should regard women’s nature as suffering from natural defectiveness.’ And Saint Thomas in his turn decreed that woman was an ‘incomplete man,’ an ‘incidental’ being… ‘Woman, the relative being,’ writes Michelet. Thus Monsieur Benda declares in Le rapport d’Uriel (Uriel’s Report): ‘A man’s body has meaning by itself, disregarding the body of the woman, whereas the woman’s body seems devoid of meaning without reference to the male. Man thinks himself without woman. Woman does not think herself without man.’ And she is nothing other than what man decides; she is thus called ‘the sex,’ meaning that the male sees her essentially as a sexed being; for him she is sex, so she is it in the absolute. She is determined and differentiated in relation to man, while he is not in relation to her; she is the inessential in front of the essential. He is the Subject; he is the Absolute. She is the Other” (de Beauvoir, Simone. The Second Sex. Translated by Constance Borde and Shiela Malovany-Chevalier. (New York: Vintage Books, 2009): 25-26).

"Different looks at - Wife- "Role"

A view based on Bible "view

   POSITION TITLE: Wife (Support of Family)
 PURPOSE OF THE POSITION: To support and help her husband in various ways  so that he may be and do all God designed for him (Genesis 2:18-22).
REPORTS TO: God, Husband, Church Leaders 
RELATES CLOSELY WITH: Husband, Mother, Father, Mother in law and father in law

 Submitting to husband in every aspect of life as unto the Lord  (Eph 5:23, Titus 2:3-5,1Peter 3:1)
  Helping her husband in those areas of his life where he is unable to function adequately                    (Genesis 2:18 ) 

     Meeting  his needs in every aspect of the Marriage (Philippians 2:3-4, 1Peter 4:10)  Showing        respect to her husband (Ephesians 5:33) 

     Keeping the home inviting and orderly (Titus 2:3-5 Psalm 128:3 Proverbs 31:27)  

      Assisting her husband in the raising of children (Titus 2:3-5, Psalm 128:3) 

        Keeping herself beautiful inside and outside (1Peter 3:3-5) 

    Providing sexual fulfillment to her husband unconditionally (1Corinthians 7:1-5) 

           Using her skills, talents, gifts to support her husband and family as first priority  (Proverbs                  31:27, Psalm128:3, Titus 2:3-5) 

     Being loyal, trustworthy, and dependable in attitude, action, and service to her husband in                  every aspect of the relationship (Proverbs 31:10-12) 


Becoming more " Feminine"



Our number 1 agenda is to survive

My thought as looking up " Self-Agenda" was induced by a Leo's recording " how your mind distorts reality",any way yesterday I seen a young white male "cute' maybe 25 years old,and desired him to "bone me"...so I classified this as a "Self Agenda"

     When I go to the "woods" and get nude, at least in the back of my mine I often hope maybe a young cute male as someone I seen yesterday might see me,pleasantly say "hi", I pleasantly say hi in return,then as he approachs,and his manner seems none threatening,I find him attractive, How can I seem as "feminine" as possible?

      I can have my tube-top on,with my artificial breasts"

      flower in my hair

 If I desire him, as he comes closer , how can I convey to him that I am "receptive to have him "bone me "


 As I was researching " Self Agenda", I came across this website "Art of Manliness " and topic on -Don’t Have a “Self-Disclosure Agenda”-.

Breast Forms

I love this video,,as I want to be her,,and breed with him 

Again by the time recording this my role was strictly "Third-gender"-(Fa'afafine,Two-Spirit) fem type,and routinely being treated as a Lady by straight Men.

PhotobucketYoung Woman Drawing, 1801. Marie-Denise Villers (1774-1821). Oil on canvas. Metropolitan Museum of Art, Mr. and Mrs. Isaac D. Fletcher Collection, Bequest of Isaac D. Fletcher, 17.120.204.

“When it was reattributed…[Young Woman Drawing] ‘suddenly acquired feminine attributes: Its poetry, literary rather than plastic, its very evident charms, and its cleverly concealed weakness, its ensemble made up from a thousand subtle attributes, all seem to reveal the feminine spirit.’ ”2 In other words, when attributed to a well-respected, male artist, Young Woman Drawing was simply a lovely painting to be enjoyed. However, once recognized as the work of a woman, the painting developed faults and innately feminine attributes that had never before been apparent.

Alfred Steiglitz (1864-1946), photographer and owner of the New York Gallery 291, believed that such innate differences between the art of men and women did exist. “He stated that ‘Woman feels the World differently than Man feels it…The Woman receives the World through her Womb…’”4 Of his wife, Georgia O’Keeffe (1887-1986), Steiglitz believed that she “was very definitely a ‘woman artist’—‘I’d know she was a woman—Look at that line,’ ” he declared in January 1916.5

I like the thought this invokes.