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The Muse and Autoeroticism

Autoeroticism is the practice of becoming sexually stimulated through internal stimuli. The term was popularized toward the end of the 19th century by British sexologist Havelock Ellis, who defined autoeroticism as "the phenomena of spontaneous sexual emotion generated in the absence of an external stimulus proceeding, directly or indirectly, from another person".[1]

The most common autoerotic practice is masturbation. Though the terms autoeroticism and masturbation are often used interchangeably, they are not synonymous as not all autoerotic behaviors are masturbatory. Nocturnal emissions, erotic daydreams, and sexual arousal to 'sexually-neutral' stimuli (music, scenery, art, risk, spiritual reverie, etc.) are also examples of autoeroticism

The list of muses comprises:

  1. Calliope, the muse of epic poetry
  2. Clio, the muse of history
  3. Erato, the muse of lyric poetry
  4. Euterpe, the muse of song
  5. Melpomene, the muse of tragedy
  6. Polyhymnia, the muse of hymns
  7. Terpsichore, the muse of dance
  8. Thalia, the muse of comedy
  9. Urania, the muse of astronomy

Musing -characterized by reflection or deep thought:

The Muses (/ˈmjuːzɪz/; Ancient Greek: Μοῦσαι, Moũsai) are the inspirational goddesses of literature, science, and the arts in Greek mythology. They were considered the source of the knowledge embodied in the poetry, lyric songs, and myths that were related orally for centuries in these ancient cultures. They were later adopted by the Romans as a part of their pantheon.

In current English usage, "muse" can refer in general to a person who inspires an artist, musician, or writer.[1


Ladies ,I have always wanted to be like."Fancy to be like"

Jodi Foster is my top pick,,and in my writing "Terrace" she is whom I visualize.I never wished to be her lover,just inspired to be like her,thought find her very attractive.Jodie Foster

Laetitia Casta, Patrick Demarchelier


                                                 Laetitia Casta

Who do I think is the most beautiful lady,I ever seen- Laetitia Casta-,even Goddess like/un-touchable,

I am fairly certain I looked to my mother as my Role model,as my parents divorced when I was six,and my father was no longer in my life to be a Role model,and my step-father was ,well he was like "Having a stranger in the house".

A question I ponder: "With high divorce,thus father not there as Role model for child(especial young boys),does that lead to far greater "gender identity" issues?

Autogynephilia

-6/13/2018

The clinical literature of Freund, Blanchard, and others has consistently divided male-to-female transsexuals into two distinct groups - "homosexual transsexuals," people who are sexually attracted to (ideally heterosexual) men and supposedly desire a normative female body to attract them, and "heterosexual fetishistic transvestites" in which the transsexual purportedly finds the idea of having a normative female body sexually arousing but desires a heterosexual female partner.[1] Kurt Freund first distinguished between these two proposed types in a 1982 research article, theorizing that the "homosexual" transsexuals were qualitatively different from the so-called "heterosexual males" with gender dysphoria.[7] Sexologist Ray Blanchard coined the term "autogynephilia" in 1989 to describe this latter category of people.[1] He stated that while they lacked a specific term to describe the concept, there was evidence for the concept among clinicians of the early 20th century. Havelock Ellis used the terms eonism and sexo-aesthetic inversion in 1913 to describe similar cross-gender feelings and behaviors.[8] In a 2005 article on the concept by Ray Blanchard noted that Freund was probably the first author to distinguish between the erotic arousal due to dressing as a woman (transvestism) versus erotic arousal due to physically transforming into a more typically female form (autogynephilia).[8

I would say this fits me to a high degree- " "homosexual transsexuals," people who are sexually attracted to (ideally heterosexual) men and supposedly desire a normative female body to attract them- 6/14/2018

A thought, I would often have as well,- after a Man was finished "had either climaxed in my mouth or my bottom".I was always thank ful to him for making me feel like a "Lady",,often they would ask me,"Don't you wish to climax too? ",,my reply was always "no need,you made me feel like a Lady"

Human sexuality is diverse. There are boys who like girls, and women who like punishment, and men who like animals, and girls who like girls, and women who like men, and boys who like boys. Amongst this wide range of tastes and desires is one known as autogynephilia – in which a man is sexually aroused at the idea of being a woman.-transcendmovement.com

For the above Question,my answer is Clearly "B" or appear Fem,fancy having her Muse,qualities

 - I have no desire to be with her in traditional role,would love to be,her Friend maybe, in that case,if we where good friends,I might ask her to "Peg me",so I could be in my "Female Role"- even then,it would not be important that I Climax.

Gift giving

I have always felt in all aspects of life- " the type of Gift given" reflects how in-tune one is to the "receiver"

           If for example a male friend, "whom as sex with me",gives me a Flower, or pair of Thigh-highs,some thing he may give a real Lady,that shows he knows my "Role",my desire.,,Hopefully he can imagine " I am a Lady" as I am sucking his cock,or when he is "Boning me"

Even men whom ,I would meet for the first time, I would ask them to call me "Michelle",cause I wish to be a Lady for them.so if they did, that was a Gift they were giving me.( it was interesting to see whom could "play" the role,and to what extent,how,etc.

I think one of the greatest things a Man can say to me, "You should be a Lady "

I like it a lot if a Man gives me a "Perfume" he likes,for me to wear for-"next time". (which I would do)  if not I just use "baby powder"

A great gift now, a man could give me,might be "Bad-Dragon's Cum lube"- that would get me horny

Comparing - Jodi Foster and Laetitia Casta (above)

If there was a Scenario ( watching both these Lady's having sexual intercourse with Men)

            I would select Jodi Foster making love with a black male-it to myself would be a form of Cuckolding,not that I wouldn't enjoy seeing Laetitia Casta with a black male.yet I desire to be as Jodi Foster much more,and I can imagine myself as her,as the black male "Bones her"- I am living my own wish through her body-,it also very important in real life,the black male bones me to,-in the "Role of Female" in a "Triad" relationship   note-for myself it is very important that there are no forms of Humiliation " In the Air "

This reinforces the " Idea" of the " Triad Relationship" ,I try to describe in "Terrace" for the non-op trangender MtoF type person like myself.-the fem-male can live with the other two,at least in the home wear his skirts,dresses-dress fem - like,-get boned- by the male,in a discrete way,where Society don't need to know!,still love the female in a non-sexual way

"We are fully able to "Love" the other Sex, in a non-sexual way,-this is known-"

Thus if I love "Jodi" (in Terrace), why would it bother me to see her and William,making love ?- me in Cuckold role-

if Jodi loves me,non-sexually,and William sexually,why would it bother her to see William boning me?-Jodi in the Cuckold role-

What if Jodi and I are both in shower nude,taking a shower,while William gets ready for work,,William in some what of the cuckold role,- my belief trust/equality must exist!