MichaelEmeryArt

The Reason I Pose -nsfw



10/9/2018

                                              I realize I am quite Rare, as a individual, from stand-point of very few have posed nude for Artists

                          for as long a period of time as I have, and to the degree in which I have, made it public accessible such as by way

                          of posting "Poses" on internet.

                                                                As far as "Poses in the Woods", my guess is no other "Human being" in the;

                                                                                              history of Humanity

                                                                has documented,recorded their life for over 20 years this aspect.

                                                                                              maybe there are those whom think it odd,strange etc.

                                                                Yet those are also the Ones whom's Life , they simply didn't live.


                                                Yet my reason wasn't to achive this, my reason as always been to show "Nudity" by it's self is 

                                                                                                  Natural and not Harmful (in proper context/content)

                                                              The "Preceiver" of it makes it not harmful (being-cognition) 

                                                                                                      verse 

                                                                                          Makes it harmful (Deficiency Cognition)


                                                                     -Symbolism-


          In the photo below , for myself it is some what a Universal meaning of a Androgynous/ effeminate male,

                      Though my personal sexual orientation is 100% female/receptive role, it doesn't have to mean that for another.


          for example;  say, if you where to travels to a new State / country etc. You seen many males dressed as myself below, it most likely due to global communication, you would realize that I am effeminate to a fairly high degree, yet could not at the same time

                                                                 Assume my sexual orientation 

                   for example, if I was with another person dressed similar to myself, Their role sexually could be more male

                                                                  Why we can't Assume anything

                   Just as a Straight male would be silly to assume that I would be attracted to them,simply because they are male,
                     When in Essense nothing is further from the truth, due to fact only about 1% of males I have ever encountered
                                                            would I be possibly attracted to.
Symbol of Androgynous/effeminate male
One Reason
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To pose in Nature is a great reason to be in and with Nature..to Be a part of it Great-ness, and escape "Social Construct"

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Posing is very Mediative for myself.,,being in woods alone gives me time to ponder,think more freely,,un hindered by the constant "Multi-tasking",society has created.

…………."So I can compose writings,all my writings are composed while posing to some degree."...……………………………………...
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My great love of Art, since I did not go to Art school, posing gave me this chance to go back to school and be around those whom love art as well,by posing for the students, I always felt I was helping them to draw

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Though it wasn't by intent,or maybe was sub-conscious, it helped with my gender-dysphoria,it helped me slowly express myself as very few have done.."being a Artist's Model, and Muse for a artist", a much more traditional role of a female. Thus I could express my femininity in a some what abstract fashion in past, Now after years of posing,I am comfortable publicly expressing myself as Androgyny,and with a desire to feel more feminine,and since I have been in the female/receptive role sexually for over 20 years, and very much the role which is right for me,so in essense posing did help me figure out my sexual identity,by posing it helped me meet men who where able to treat me as a Androgynous person,thus fulfilling my need to be in the "Female Role". By getting to be in this role,I was able to sexually experiment with many men,thus learning how to please them as a female would sexually.

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Choreography of Poses


This became a good Reason, as after posing, I truly grew a passion for seeing the Pose,and seen it could be done like a form of dance,simply a paused form.

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Posing in Androgynous style- is a Reason to pose, because gender identity,is just another form of Race, and people still very much un able to accept someone different today,better now then 30 years ago,but not alot.

Hermaphroditus

I personal believe the Greeks may have created their Gods/Goddess in a metaphorical sense ,as identities for Human traits,experinces and understanding, I think The Androgyny which Hermaphroditus represents,thus can represent this type person. I myself think anyone can find a Greek God or Goddess, which they can identify with.

For example; if I went to the beach dressed as below ,call it my bikini of sorts, would it bother,would it seem strange, lets say on top of that, I painted my skin black,to look negro,..carrying a sign that says " Everyday is like Haloween for me"..let the Freak show begin!..lol


We are all androgynous, not only because we are all born of a woman impregnated by the seed of a man but because each of us, helplessly and forever, contains the other -- male in female, female in male, white in black and black in white. We are a part of each other. Many of my countrymen appear to find this fact exceedingly inconvenient and even unfair, and so, very often, do I. But none of us can do anything about it. -James Baldwin

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The true value of a human being can be found in the degree to which he has attained liberation from the self.”

Albert Einstein

What is this 'Liberation from the self' of which Einstein speaks ?



"A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.

- Albert Einstein

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So a big part or my reason for Posing is trying to help people realize the reason most can't or will not draw,say in a Life Drawing class setting,is because their minds are so full of "Pre-Concieved Notions", and to it is like the common cold- we all battle it through out life, one of the dangers of being social creatures.

for example if you walk into a Life Drawing class,and become offended by thinking there is something sexual about it, that is our own mind that is creating that belief, as that is very much not the reality. "So your not Liberated from your Self".some how you constructed a ideology in your mind that nudity should be sexual. this must be overcome to move ahead.

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A big Reason-Helping the Life Drawing class,get into the "Flow State"


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Be in my Feminine role publicly(at least in my own mind)

  I certain way a de-sensitizing method of revealing myself as more "Feminine", I soon was in my Feminine role sexually after starting to Model for Life drawing classes(this way all happening fast,and very much in a "not planned manner",I was going with the "Flow", with what felt "Right" intuition type way.(for men I have always presented myself "Feminine" )



Of the Two Identities , in my heart,and my psychology / mind, I like the below picture of myself without penis,does reflect my role most accurate.

Though I have never had gender comfirmation surgery,I most likey would if younger,and able,and it would be great to pose as a full fledged transexual Male to Fem-male

You might say this Look fits me well. and would be great to pose for life-drawing classes as a transgender person.

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