MichaelEmeryArt

"Hot off Press"

I had to create this page,due to fact that this journal grown to point,keeping track of where I put what ! ,, is growing difficult


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10/17/2019

added to  The berdache and the mating instinct


10/4/2019

added page  The berdache and the mating instinct


10/3/2019

added to ; the berdache as role model page


9/30/2019

added page    dysfunctional Bonding   under understanding Addiction



9/25/2019

added page  The berdache and the converge ,

                    HUNTER-GATHERERS TO FARMERS



9/16/2019

added page    "Detox then Rehab"



9/16/2019

added page  " Middle East "



9/13/2019

added articles/sites to  " Understanding Addiction "


9/9/2019

added page;   " Our Primitive Instincts "



9/7/2019

added page ;    Plato and individual in society



9/3/2019

added ; Forming Community / " tribe" -" Bonding"


9/2/2019

added ; Younger Dryas / extinction event  page



8/25/2019

added; Insights from the Split-brain Phenomenon. page



8/24/2019

added; Plato's tripartite theory of soul  page



8/19/2019

added to ; Over-whelming desire to be in one's role/nsfw

                    (child hood trauma and homosexuality)



8/17/2019

added ; berdache as role model     &       making American berdache ; choice or constraint



8/16/2019

added page ; The Nature of Power and Corruption




8/10/2019

added page ; Cultural Assumptions



8/6/2019

added page ;  Contrasting Ideas




8/5/2019

added page ;   Oxytocin and Attraction



7/29/2019

added page →  Transgender history is a history of prostitution



7/27/2019

added scenario ; to→ is Cuckolding a sign of being a fem-male



7/20/2019

Added page ;  " Imagine I am God "



7/19/2019

added to ; Indigo club page-topic "breeding"



7/17/2019

added ; few videos to - july 2019 transfeminine nude poses page 



7/16/2019

added writing to ;  Non-Op Non-Hormone MtF / my term for myself "Fem-male" page



7/15/2019;

  Added ;  stuff about early 2000's "Last Man Standing " parties, to Indigo club page -nsfw




7/2/2019


added ; Hypocrisy page via Liberation from self

added imfo to ; Indigo Club page


7/1/2019

added ; Bigotry a Universal Human trait ,it seems



6/30/2019 ; so far for 2019 this site has had 58443 page views, thus I hope it may be helpful to a few at least- "liberation from self " seems to be most viewed,then aspects of " Preconcieved Notions", thus makes sense, as to see Nature clearly, one must over-come both .


added stuff to ; My first experience as a Fem-boyfriend with a male - nsfw


6/25/2019

added stuff to ;    Is Cuckolding as a sign of being a Fem-male  -nsfw



6/15/2019

added quite a few videos to ; Water page

           added few transfeminine pose videos to june 2019 transfeminine pose page


6/14/2019

added ; Posing for Artists  page



6/10/2019

added ;  Earth Mangement page and june 2019 transfeminine nude poses page 

 


5/27/2019


added video to ; Understanding Addiction

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5/26/2019

added new page ; Apprehending the Transcendent



5/25/2019


Added stuff to ;  The Only way for change, is by Electing Leaders whom care

 





5/14/2019

added few videos to ; Why we as Humans can't move ahead Psychologically and Socially  



5/8/2019

added ; new page  -Cognitive dissonance and being a Transsexual-



5/7/2019

added a few vimeo videos of myself posing in woods first of 2019 (trying to express how feminine / transsexual I really feel) to                                                                          actual desire to be as feminine as possible page



5/5/2019


added ; Yanis Varoufakis page

added ;  " Yanis Varoufakis: Is Capitalism Devouring Democracy? " video to 

                 Why we as Humans can't move ahead Psychologically and Socially page,                a must watch,if one cares about the Future of Democracy- my opinion



5/3/2019

added video to ; All this Stress page    Epigenetics in Mental Health



5/2/2019

added several videos to ; epigenetics page



5/1/2019

added video to ;  Forces of ideological possession page  Yuval Harari " Techno-Religions and Silicon Prophets" in which he talks a lot about Ideaological mindset.



4/28/2019

added a few videos with Yuval Noah Harai , one with  Mark Zuckerberg of Facebook to - Beyond Chiefdom "Need for Unity and Roots"


4/27/2019

 added a very good video to "Parenting page" → " Parenting doesn't matter (at least not as much as you think )



4/25/2019

added page ; Nietzsche and Psychology: How To Become Who You Are



4/20/2019

added page ; -The Desire to Pose nude- / notes 1

added page ;  Why we as Humans can't move ahead Psychologically and Socially


4/14/2019

 added to ; Liberation from self page  Jim Crow of the North - Full-Length Documentary



4/13/2019

added page ; Heuristics , Self-control , Attention and Ego depletion




4/12/2019

added ; Terrace Study notes to terrace page




4/8/2019

added ; Some reasons I retain the topic/imfo. on myself being a Female roled male to about myself heading then page → "Fem-male (third-gender variety)- NSFW



4/6/2019

added page ; What is Pleasure

 added page ; what is Normal or Average

4/5/2019

updated ; Actually having desire to be as Feminine as possible



3/30/2019

added ; irrational verse rational page

added to ; Is Cuckolding as a sign of being a Fem-male page



3/29/2019

added thoughts to ; Change page



3/27/2019

added to ; Gender Dysphoria


3/26/2019

added ; video to " understanding addiction " page



3/24/2019

added some links to ; Why did Nature create a Third-Gender variety



3/17/2019

added ; Reciprocal altruism page

 added ; Effeminate poses to " reason I pose " page



3/15/2019

added ; information on childhood trauma/ trauma to " becoming what we love " page


3/10/2019

added ; Robert Sapolsky's video " why zebras don't get ulcers "→ to all this stress page

added ; material to ; views-on-self-actualizing


3/6/2019

added ; Desire to be a Man's Fem-male partner page


added ; Iain McGilchrist: What The Western Worldview Lacks video toIain McGilchrist page

added ; imfo about  Dr. Allan Schore → " Why does everyone experience everything differently " page

added ; video to ego reactions page →I thought Dr. Mate gave a great talk, in regards to ego, and how it prevents us from finding true self


3/5/2019

added ;  added few things to Change page



3/4/2019

added ; video→ Robert Sapolsky’s new book Behave / a good talk about how we see reality as humans to " people I like " page


3/3/2019

added ;  Professor Robert Sapolsky's lecture series link/video to Evolution of Humanity



3/2/2019

added new page ;   " To Pose as Fem-male after Confirmation Surgery "


3/1/2019

added few videos to ; self-actualizing


2/28/2019

added page ; Technological singularity

added a bit to ; "Gender Dysphoria"



2/25/2019

added ; Diversity and Adaptability



2/24/2019

added to ; Free-will page 




2/13/2019

added ;  Need to Love and be Loved page



2/12/2019

added few videos to ; creative thinking



2/5/2019

added bit to ; Seeking one's identity

  

       




1/26/2019

added ; Just always wished to be a Tom-boy transgender  page




1/23/2019

added ; my role models have been Ladies to " actual desire to be feminine as possible " page , example -Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez



1/22/2019

added a bit to ; Free-will and Autotelic pages



1/17/2019

added ; Plato and Aristotle's view of the nature and capabilities of women. to Studying Plato page



1/14/2019

added ; Holding No beliefs - via ; Pre-Concieved Notions -deprogramming them from our minds



1/13/2019

added ; topics to Self page



1/12/2019

added stuff to ; Beyond Reason-transcending reason

added page ; Epigenetic's hidden role in human evolution, , evolution of Humanity


1/11/2019

added page ; - Kant: Synthetic A Priori Judgments-, under Liberation from self / and added stuff to Liberation from self (positive disingration video/ Dąbrowski )



1/10/2019

added ; imfo on Pataphysics/ world beyond metaphysics; to  metaphysics




1/6/2019

added ; "the transcendent function"   and stuff on  "inner critic"    to       "The Mediator in our Minds"



1/4/2019

added page →  independent self-concept



1/1/2019

updated ; Terrace and Indigo Club



12/31/2018


added ; What Makes You You? page → positive disintergration

12/30/2018

added ; " Sociology " page




12/29/2018

added ; additions to  Positive Disintegration page

added ; The Ideal Language page



12/28/2018

added ; Positive psychology and Liane Gabora pages




12/27/2018

added ; "All this Stress " page

added few ; videos to Courage to Create page


12/26/2018

added new pages ; Adam Westbrook / long-game videos and Autotelic

added to ; Dysphoria and Cognitive dissonance  page




12/25/2018

  added ; Positive disintegration page



12/24/2018

added video ; Who am I ? by Mel Schwartz video to " seeking one's identity -page

added ; " Dąbrowski's theory - of positive disintegration to ; balance of power page

added page ; Positive disintegration - based on Dąbrowski's theory  

  " problem solving and art represent the highest and noblest features of human life." -level 5 (Dabrowski's Theory)


12/22/2018

added ; - thoughts on Vaginoplasty to → Eunuch page




12/21/2018

added ; "The Role" topic to Eunuch page




12/20/2018

added page ; " The " Eunuch " (nudity) 




12/19/2018

added ; imfo on " Eunuch " and my desire for that state of being to " Symptoms, Issues and Oddities of Androgyny -Nsfw-


 added ; Jeffrey Daugherty's   video about the Eunuch according to bible, to Symptoms, Issues and Oddities of Androgyny -Nsfw-very good, hopeful



12/18/2018

added ; " Why do I Like ?" the inquiry of to ;  Why do we like,what we like page

  added ;  some topics to Courage to Create, → "The power of vulnerability | Brené Brown


12/17/2018

added ; How I Wish I could look if I had gender comfirmation surgery    (via paint shop) - page


12/15/2018

Added ; sign painting videos to " Mindfulness " page


Added ; video about " Autogynephilia " to " Symptoms,Oddites of Androgyny"

Added ; page → "Different views on the psychology of Art"

  Added ; topic " the Mind-Body problem " to Caught between Two worlds page


12/13/2018

   added ; "Sign painters" page 

   12/10/2018

        added a "theory of Cuckolding" to  Is Cuckolding as a sign of being a fem-male / effeminate male



12/9/2018

     added imfo. to Understanding Addiction page




12/8/2018

  added topic ; Immaturity and Addiction to "Understanding Addiction" page

    added new page ; "Flowers in your Hair"


12/6/2018

  created  ; " Opposing Forces " page  under Unity of Opposites  

    added ;  Why the same sex marriage issue represents how civilized we really are topic to   " berdache ways " page,thus one more step out of "Plato's Cave"





12/5/2018

added ; "Partnership" page


added few topics /ideas to "Change " page




12/1/2018

   added ; sex education page via parenting page



11/30/2018

added Leo's video "65 core principles" to Teaching self-actualizing in schools

                                                                I like how Leo starts with ideology


11/28/2018

   added to ; Beyond Chiefdom page



11/25/2018


added page ; The Ego,Maslow's Needs,and reducing Needs




11/24/2018

added ; video  "Authenticity" with Dr. Gabor Maté  to "seeking one's identity" page






11/22/2018

added ; "Woman in the Wilderness" by Miriam Lancewood to Alone-life on one's own planet



11/18/2018

added page ; Empathy and Map is not the Territory

added video to ; Cultures of Humanity page  "How Did They Build the Peruvian Stone Walls?"

  added a few doodles of this week to "Ways of Meditation", did put a link at top of page about people say that they are meditating /seeking Mindfulness exercises often involve meditation in some form. if it isn't working ,you to try another route,there many many, doodle,sketch just one,only one I know.




11/17/2018

added ; Jill Bolte Taylor's video to " The Two Sides of Thought page

  added a few pdf file links to ; Seeing page    , THINKING THROUGH DRAWING: PRACTICE INTO KNOWLEDGE and Art is all about looking: drawing and detail



11/16/2018

     added page ; Free Will and Ego under; where do we begin




11/14/2018

added page ; Change

added to ; ways of meditation page - Non-Objective drawing



11/12/2018

  added page ; Triangulation (psychology) via Cognitive Dissonance


      addeded to ; Purple Stage - the much needed




11/11/2018

    added page ; Thought-terminating cliché and Platitudes



11/9/2018

    added - Robert Henri quotes to his page- Robert Henri Artist and Teacher



11/4/2018

     added page ; Freedom from Thought





11/3/2018

      added page ; "Endangered"

        added page ; In your next life,what type of Human would you like to be








11/2/2018

  added page ; Native Americans and a study of Enculturation




11/1/2018

added page ; " Woods Fairy " (nudity)




10/31/2018

  added ; Leo's new video  →The Radical Implications Of Oneness (Halloween Edition) 

                   to Non-duality page


     added ; Happy Halloween !, I added few pictures (nudity) to aug 26 Androgyny nudes, for Halloween it would be fun to be a 

                                                               "Woods Fairy "


10/29/2018

    added page ; " The Content and Context dilemma"



10/28/2018


  added page ; Mediator in our own minds

   added to ; Insititutionalized mind      ; How Religion/government insititutional us.


10/25/2018

  added page ; " Types of Imagination"



10/24/2018

      added ; thinking about thinking / Metacognition etc. to Aware of Awareness page

        added ; Metacognition page

10/22/2018

        added page ; "Transcending Culture"


10/20/2018

       added ; the - four major American sexological organizations, to sexual education related page

         added ;  "Interviews with Transexual Individuals"- via page research on gender orientation

         added ; some excerpts from "Patterns of Culture" to Ruth Benedict's page

10/19/2018

                 added to; Courage to Create page





10/18/2018

                  added page; "Transcending the Ego"

                                                                                                       I believe now, Transcending Ego,is very much top priority, for                                                                                                                    anyone to work on, and  "Being Cognition"


10/17/2018

   added a video of Leo's "Sameness verse difference" to Comparing page


10/16/2018

      added ; Rod Flemings video on "Autogynephilia" page Symptoms, Issues and Oddities of Androgyny



10/13/2018

                      This caught my eye, and should be of concern for all, Mass German rally against far right 

     what is AfD ?- Alternative for Germany (German: Alternative für Deutschland, AfD) is a right-wing[18] to far-right[17] political party in Germany. Founded in April 2013, the AfD narrowly missed the 5% electoral threshold to sit in the Bundestag during the 2013 federal election.

                        The party has been described as a German nationalist,[2][3][4] right-wing populist,[19] and Eurosceptic[6] party. Since about 2015, the AfD has been increasingly open to working with far-right extremist groups such as Pegida.[20] Parts of the AfD have racist,[21] Islamophobic,[22] anti-Semitic[23][24] and xenophobic[11][25][26] tendencies linked to far-right movements such as neo-Nazism[27][24] and identitarianism.[28][29] -Wikipedia

                                                simply hard to understand,yet must be observered


Hitler’s Guide to Propaganda – The Psychology of Coercion

                   1. Keep the dogma simple. Make only 1 or 2 points.

                   2. Be forthright and powerfully direct. Speak only in the telling or ordering mode.

                   3. As much as possible, reduce concepts down into stereotypes which are black and white.

                   4. Speak to people’s emotions and stir them constantly.

                   5. Use lots of repetition; repeat your points over and over again.

                   6. Forget literary beauty, scientific reasoning, balance, or novelty.

                   7. Focus solely on convincing people and creating zealots.

                   8. Find slogans which can be used to drive the movement forward.


It is said Hilter studied Gustave Le Bon  - According to Steve Reicher, Le Bon was not the first crowd psychologist: "The first debate in crowd psychology was actually between two criminologists, Scipio Sighele and Gabriel Tarde, concerning how to determine and assign criminal responsibility within a crowd and hence who to arrest."[44] While this previous attribution may be valid, it is worth pointing out that Le Bon specified that the influence of crowds was not only a negative phenomena, but could also have a positive impact. He considered this as a shortcoming from those authors who only considered the criminal aspect of crowd psychology.

                        Le Bon detailed three key processes that create the psychological crowd: i) Anonymity, ii) Contagion and iii) Suggestibility. Anonymity provides to rational individuals a feeling of invincibility and the loss of personal responsibility. An individual becomes primitive, unreasoning, and emotional. This lack of self-restraint allows individuals to "yield to instincts" and to accept the instinctual drives of their "racial unconscious". For Le Bon, the crowd inverts Darwin's law of evolution and becomes atavistic, proving Ernst Haeckel's embryological theory: "ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny". Contagion refers to the spread in the crowd of particular behaviours and individuals sacrifice their personal interest for the collective interest. Suggestibility is the mechanism through which the contagion is achieved; as the crowd coalesces into a singular mind, suggestions made by strong voices in the crowd create a space for the racial unconscious to come to the forefront and guide its behaviour. At this stage, the psychological crowd becomes homogeneous and malleable to suggestions from its strongest members. "The leaders we speak of," says Le Bon, "are usually men of action rather than of words. They are not gifted with keen foresight... They are especially recruited from the ranks of those morbidly nervous excitable half-deranged persons who are bordering on madness."

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10/13/2018 

              added page ; InQuisitive










10/13/2018

           added to ; Anal sex page (found good pump for Rex,for baby oil cleaning/enema)



10/13/2018

            added page; Men and Women Can't Be "Just Friends"



10/12/2016

              added page; Being cognition and aesthetics/Ego verse Empathy(concept of 'einfühlung')



10/11/2018

                added page; the Jedi Order




10/10/2018

               Updates to; the Reasons I pose

                      added page;  Philosophy in a New Key

                  updated; Symptoms, Issues and Oddities of Androgyny

                      added page; Words as Symbols

10/9/2018

                  updated Hunter-gathers-

                                                                   L'Anse aux Meadows and their reason


                     added ; Beyond Reason-transcending reason page


10/7/2018

             updates to Cognitive Dissonance page




10/5/2018

                      "The Mystic"- page




10/4/2018

                  The Mystery of "Logo-Centric"



10/3/2018 - Unity of Opposites



10/3/2018- Caverns of the past and the Shadows we don't Desire





10/3/2018

                 A look at " Scientific Socialism by Karl Marx and Friedrich Engels " and 

                    " dictatorship of the the proletariat "  - models of Civilization




10/2/2018

                     Opposing Forces of Our Mind- Our Shadow and Spirituality page








9/30/2018

This Art being destroyed due to One individual's belief,One allowed to be in power

- How civilized are we as individuals?- remember we allow this destruction.due to our vast un ability to see Humanity as a Whole.

9/30/2018

Another example of some one who has a group of people's Attention and then- spreads hate and judgement by way of music, in his song, this Jamey Johnson may think he is funny, yet in reality, he can't see the big picture. another sad moment

,I happened upon while looking for positive ideas. One reason people should keep such negative thoughts to themselves, until they are Mature enough to speak.


9/28/2018

added; Purple stage- the much needed

       " I have searched quite some time now for the person whom stated or talks about "stage Purple" as "the most basic maybe,yet the most essential to maintain,evolving along with the other stages or the whole system is fragmented"-me 9/28/2018





9/27/2018

added; " static conclusion "



9/26/2018

added; "The Autobiography of an Androgyne" by Jennie June




9/24/2018

added; Creating; the Space the "Void" called "Desire for Growth"


added; "Aristotle's Nicomachean Ethics "





9/23/2018

added "Metaphysics"-comparing

9/20/2018


"Comparing" added page

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9/17/2018;

Leo's video above takes a good look at a form of Psychological Slavery, and what I term a form of "Pre-Concieved Notions"

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9/16/2018


"Berdache ways"

9/22/2018

  added "Spirituality"

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to be continued ;