At about 26:27, Gabor talks about reason for sex addictions in Homosexuality
He states ;
" Desperation to be loved , wanted , belong and desirable "
And it is a Adaptation
" Process "
Like in 1998, a big motivator for me to start Modeling for Art classes was to ;
" Belong to a Group of like minded people who loved to Draw, Art "
At same time had been living very " Isolated , celibate , "
Just Working all the Time, self-employed as carpenter
And modeling helped me realize my need to feel Feminine, and need to be a Man's Fem-male boyfriend.
Why the Addiction ? → Why the Pain ?
I didn't start to realize that I was losing my battle to the fact that I needed to be in Female role, until the cuckolding desires started, and then I happening to see Ginger Lynn perform fellatio in one of her movies, and realizing I wanted very much to be doing what she was doing, and not as a male, I realized I wanted to like a actual female, like her. Still I suppressed those feelings again and again.